Nani's thoughts^_^

when not seeing the person the same you’d think your done with them
but, your not..not even close-__-
you start to wonder why? why that person means the world to you
when all he has shown you is nothing but disappointment?
nothing but tears shed over stupid heart aches..
the one thing i am sure of is that im not even close on letting him go yet..
as many tears i have to shed in order to get a few happy moments with him
ill take that as long as i know that whatever was there was true..and pure
i dont care what people tell me anymore…to get over him…to cancel him out of your life….
you all know im not going to? that no matter how badly the situation gets i dont have the balls to let him go
not until he proves to me that its done or tells me to move on..
of all the times i could have said goodbye…why didnt i?
he isnt the most attractive person? he isnt the sweetest? yet here i am?
i dont know if i have hurt him in the past but, sure as hell i want him in my life for as long as it can!<3
i wont say how i feel for you until you show me how you feel for me still?
sadly sometimes the person you love is the one who hurts you the most!!!

and yet they keep on going…honestly it isnt even worth it anymore..