Boy is tomorrow going to be the saddest day of my life..
not only will i loose my first love but he doesnt even know what he still means to me..
yeah maybe the love went away and what was left was nothing but mere lust..but over it all there was something there and it was great..
i just hope he understands that he will always be something special to me..
i mean how couldnt he..he was my first love?
ugh i hate this i hate time but what i must do is enjoy the time i have and make the best of it..dammit i love you twinkie of mines..my past..but my first love..ill miss you..have a great time with your life and just be happy..